N, N-Dimethyltryptamine, more commonly known as DMT. It comes in many forms, less than half a metre in front of me, right in my eye line is the smoked version, one of the two. I don’t want to smoke it but I do at the same time.
There are two smoked versions, generally anyway, the pure version, an experience that lasts around 15 minutes. A version known as Changa, Changi, Xangi and a bunch of other spellings, this one is about 30 to 40 minutes. The additional time comes with the recipe including some other plants, it dilutes the DMT solution so to speak and extends the experience, makes it less intense.
From there we have Ayahuasca, and ayuahuasca alternatives, there is likely a native version everywhere in the world. Ayahuasca is the Amazon based version, the most famous, she is a beautiful plant. This one is swallowed, the experience last between four and six hours generally. The journey can still be intense but not to the levels the smoked versions are.
It is important to note that Ayahuasca herself is not psychedelic, it can however be used as a purge. There are much better purge options, kambo for one. A purge is great, it breaks up tension in the body, allows the area to release all the toxins and stress held, it opens a little space to see the blockage more clearly.
Ayahuasca is called an inhibitor, it stops the enzyme in the stomach that breaks down the structure of the DMT from doing so, allowing the full structure to be taken into the blood stream and up to the brain. Without the inhibitor the DMT is useless when swallowed, smoking does not require it. The inhibitor is more difficult to find than the DMT source.
DMT sources are many, in the Amazon it may be chakruna, in Australia the acacia maidenii, Mexico has its own source too, the mix is called Anahuasca. DMT occurs naturally in many plants and animals, including humans. It is very easy to extract yourself, no lab is required.
There is also a version that comes from a toad. Bufo, 5-MEO-DMT, comes with considerable consistent feedback as being the strongest hallucinogenic known to humankind. From my experience I tend to agree, to a degree, there are differences between the DMT and 5-MEO worlds. But, also, I do not have enough experience with Bufo to comment any more than this.
Big Girl’s Blouse
I just now overtook a big girl wearing a blouse while walking. From a stereotypical perspective there is almost nothing less manly than this. Googling one, a big girl in a blouse, will give you some of the effect but to truly experience the experience it needs to come out of nothing, out of the unexpected.
DMT. This is what you get. You’ll continually ask for what you want and you’ll get an answer but there is a hell of a lot of unexpected, a majority unexpected.
Smoked DMT, I am going to walk you through this a little bit for now, just a little bit, help you to understand the setting of the scene. Setting of the scene happens in every smoked DMT experience, very very few exceptions.
DMT, in fact actually, all medicine is feminine, including Iboga. Iboga who every time seems to represent as a masculine figure. I’ll put this in the Bwiti space but it is important here too. When you meet the representation of a medicine one needs to look through the features and see the being underneath, it’s a massive part of the university of psychedelics, in fact it is the major. An equal major with other non-discrimination and non-violence based subjects.
Discrimination and violence are the same thing. Ignorance.
Balance, all the medicine is about balance, the feminine is completely underbalance in thiss world, the masculine overbalanced. Come on, think about, especially if you are holding space for people. Just think for a second beyond what you want this thing to be. You’re exclusivity and stupid dumbfuck words and stories are the barrier to healing through psychedelics. Put them away, your stories and beliefs, grow up and be an effective healer for fuck sake.
Dominc I’m talking to you here brother, my eyes are fixed completely on yours. Wake up mate. Faith, what an idiot.
Ayahuasca, we’ll start here. Cleaerly fucking feminine, every story, every every thing about this thing. We understand this because the DMT is elongated to 4/6 hours through Ayahuasca, we can follow the journey. Through following the Ayahuasca journey and other swallowed DMT versions, they are all the same. Same energies, same representations. We know this is the DMT, it is not spirits or Gods or whatever, it is the DMT activating the part of the brain it works on. That’s all, nothing else, nothing complicated.
Now, if you think DMT or 5-MEO-DMT is masculine it is simply because you are too much of a pussy to sit with the experience. In it you run from it, the intensity of it all you look for ways to avoid it, you are wasting the medicine. You are a psychedelic junkie!
Sit there after pulling DMT into your lungs and fucking breathe, just breathe, be with it, let it blow you apart, it is the point. But, in the blowing you apart you will be paying attention to it all, you will understand this is simply a representation of the mother of us all. Our mother, this earth, she doesn’t want to destroy you when you come to her through psychedelics but it is exactly her intention.
She will break away your ego in every way provided you come to her with courage, you stop being a big fucking girl’s blouse. Setting yourself up to be completely comfortable and then having a low dose or even medium dose is just rubbish, coward rubbish.
Psychedelics, wake up, I feel like shit, thie shitness has been destroying my life forever. I have had enough, I am desperate for something more meaninful, something with substance, something that just isn’t full of lies. I need to open my shitty life up. FUCKING PERFECT. This is when you hit DMT, psychedelics in general, when your world is falling apart.
The world falling apart is what is destroying your life not the beauty in the peaceful moments, the very few peaceful moments. So you have to completely change your world to change you, get rid of the shit, this is the point of psychedelics.
She will destroy your ego but she will not break you, not if you are listening, not if you are there with the intention to make your world safer. She will make sure you succeed. No challenge has she or will she put in front of you that you are no capable of passing, absolutely destroying. Her world, this earth, has two options, us or not us. I’m pretty sure she wants to make this work with us but do we want to make it work with her?
Too bad, we don’t have any other option.
But the space race Fred, resettlement on Mars, future of the species. Oh my God, you ignorant fuck, space race versus clean water? Space race for a future planet, one without trees instead of this one with billions of them? Another topic, another time.
DMT, the introduction, it’s all of this. Don’t waste the fucking medicine cunt. There really is no waste, you’ll learn, or if you are not willing to you will find yourself in a very isolated place. This isolation is different to mine, this is the one that nobody wants to come within 50 feet of you, everything you present to the world is crazy. This happens because you have no grounding, you forget you are the animal you are and start believing you are God, nothing else. It gets way too much.
You do this shit you do it properly.
First however make sure you are safe with the medicine. Do your checks. Medicine interactions, known conditions, general mental health state. First session, low dose, the lowest area in the low dose region. Medicine will affect everyone differently, a low dose may blown you to the stars.
Then medium dose, at the bottom of the medium range again. This time you are checking to see if you are capable of sitting with the experience. If this is really hard but you can get through it stay at this level until you become more comfortable sitting with it.
Next high dose, the low end of high. You sill know for sure if you are ready for the next step from here. It should be hard, really hard, but there will be a drive in your belly that understands that this is already opening your life.
Next you hit it, you know you are safe, the medicine and you are building relationship, now it is time to put it to the test. You heroic dose, you will know heroic for yourself by now, it is the highest end of the high dose region plus another low dose all at once. Do not fuck around, get it in your lungs anyway that you can. One puff, 50, it does not matter.
Now we understand the first paragraph here, you will understand it after one medium dose DMT sitting. The very first thing smoked DMT does is create energy within you, crazy crazy energy. Your body will vibrate like nothing you have ever experienced. You will hear the vibration, it is your whole world, it is a hummmm, not a gentle one, it is ommmmmmmmm, not gentl ommm. It is everything, your whole world in that moment. This starts nearly the instant the smoke hits your lungs, there is no buildup. Smoke then bang, be ready to breathe.
The process here shows a few things, first it makes it impossible for you to think at all, absolutely impossible. For the first time in your life you are in complete attention, it is being forced on you through everything in your body. This awfully afraid feeling in your body right now, you feel it in every cell, it is showing you how much work you have to do to get your own life back. You can start now, or wait, the longer you wait though the worse your life and this fear become.
The next you come to understand is that the thing, the major thing in my life that is holding me back, is what is presented next. If you can remember to feel your body you will feel the space in your body you react to the most in everyday life feeling awful in a way you cannot describe. Its the point, no description is necessary to see the message.
Out of the silence, the vibration, silence in your mind, not your ear version of silence. Out of the silence you start to understand the basics of the psychedelic experience. It is the silence in you that creates the phenomenal. DMT forces silence and then shows you what really is there underneath your stereotypes and discriminations, who you really are. It is nothing what you think, it is everything that you want.
You hear the humm, the vibration you breathe, understand this is a reflection of creation itself, thirdly, or are we at forthly now? You look at this from the point of nothing, a nothing with no duality, no opposites, no words, no light, no dark. Absolute nothingness, it is impossible for the human to understand. DMT helps you to understand it, again the silence followed by the creation of the psychedelic experience.
The nothing brings absolutely everything, an everything you could not ever in your wildest dreams imagine. DMT is beyond anything you currently have the capacity to think from a creative perspective, afterwards, well, see what happens for yourself buddy. Especially if you an artist.
Silence, nothingness, a hummmmmm, an ommmmmmm, a vibration, then everything. From nothing comes everything.
Psychedelic experience 101. From nothing came everything. Instead of thinking you’re everything, know that you’re nothing, then see what you are, see the life you create for yourself, everything you coule ever want it to be, pure freedom.
Good luck good buddies.
Dosing
I’m talking about dosing above without introducing it. What I mean is look up the dosing guidelines for the drug you are using, this can be difficult but you’ll find it. You have to get through a lot of rubbish to find the basic information said basically.
By starting in the low dose of those ranges you will build your relationship with medicine, trust, You will uinderstand how the drug affects you personally, if your personal dosage requirements fit within the standard parameters. Most will fit somewhere, but a high dose for me and you will be two different numbers.
So when I say heroic, I mean you take your personal high dose range, the one you have learnt through your relationship, the top number, and you add the top number in your low dose range to this amount. This is the dose that will build the trust you need to continue on your journey, to understand medicine clearly.
By the heroic time, through your relationship you will have learned and built your tools enough to be with this experience. It will be tough, really tough, but it won’t be too tough.
Remember to breathe.
More on Dosing
A dose is how much you take of a given drug.
Cannabis, it doesn’t matter too much, this one is done by eye. If you have too much you are unlikely going to find yourself in a place you cannot recover from. Next time you’ll know to lessen the amount a little bit.
One also has to remember, if this is your first time the drug will affect you more than it will in times to come. Same with breaks, every stoner loves a break from pot, even a few days. The first smoke after a break is always pure beauty.
I don’t measure anything for myself now, all by eye, my relationship with each drug allows this. I do measure for most of my clients, exact doses. The clients I do not measure for have significant personal experience already, we eye it together.
It is extremely difficult to measure out some doses for psychedelics. You really must have a fantastic set of scales that measures to at least .01 grams, .001 grams is better. The amounts are that small. DMT, Ketamine and LSD in particular.
I am working with LSD at the moment, low dose ranges, above microdosing but not into the low dosing territory according to the guidelines. The dosing for my work at the moment is between 37.5 and 75 micrograms. 75 is the start of LSD doses, well 70. This is ridiculously hard to measure but it is also quite easy.
I am using 150 microgram tabs, little square piece of cardboard that have a dab, small drop, of LSD soaked in. I am cutting them evenly and then taking them according to what I want. In no way is this accurate, none at all. A dab on an LSD tab can end up concentrated in one area, others areas it barely touch.
The other day I had 75 micrograms, half a tab, it did not feel like it, it got really tough at times. It was a full on trip for most of the day. Yesterday 37.5, still felt it a little bit but not quite enough, today a third of a tab, 50 micrograms.
None of the numbers I wrote above are accurate. Let’s learn how to make them accurate.
For complete accuracy with LSD first know the dose of each tabg, or the dose of each drop out of the bottle. Secondly, buy some distilled water and a one millilitre (ml) baby syringe. The ones you put in medicine and then in the babies mouth.
For each 10 micrograms of LSD you want to add 1ml of distilled water to a small clean container, the piss sample bottles from the chemist are great. For a 150 microgram tab or drop this would mean addnig 15ml of distilled water, now drop the tab in and put the lid on the container.
Leave the container in a dry, shaded and cool place shaking it a couple of times a day if you remember. Leave it here for four days.
After four days the LSD in the tab will have combined completely with the water. You can now use the syringe to extract 1ml of LSD at a time. You’ll know now that 1ml of water is 10 micrograms of LSD. The dropper itself will show you small intervals that are .1ml of water, or alternatively, 1 microgram of LSD. With this technique you can absolutely fine tune your relationship with acid and ensure you always know what you are putting in your body.