01 – Straight to the juicy part
La familia, it finally returns, the Narrator gets another turn, for this story anyway. Fred isn’t a Groundskeeper again yet and the story of the journey back to Colac won’t be included, it isn’t necessary. It was fun, Fred had a good time, you can pretty much guarantee this by now. Fred’s life is good times.
Even though Fred isn’t the Groundskeeper this is definitely a Groundskeeper type of story.
But no not the journey, La familia starts where it gets juicy. Fred did a couple of final emails to the family, there is one to come. The one to come states very clear to everyone in Fred’s life that all the material shit that is now going into his pockets is to go only to Doug should he die or be declared dead. This is a real option still for our mate, the latest Stoner Cook episides show exactly why Fred doing to himself what he said was going to is the best option. But it’s pretty much off the table now, maybe, we’ll see, not quite yet.
The best option for reasons, the shit people are capable of doing to him, the shit that has already started, the shit that hasn’t ended up in the fear the perpetrator wanted. Perpetrator’s now become more desperate, they are feeling things they cannot stand to feel, they need to blame someone. Fred is that blame, should these people be even weaker and more cowardly then their current projections this is just the starting point.
Do you understand Reader that Fred is voluntarily making himself the victim, the victim that will not lift a hand in defence, in order to teach you what violence is? Where it starts? The extremities it can reach. Fred, he’s already explained some of the extremities people are capable of, seen them with his own eyes. This man is what courage is, puts himself in front of the whole world to be fired at just to teach them that violence is not the way, by firstly helping, supporting, them to understand what it is. He, as there is clear evidence of now, is sacrificing his life for the cause, voluntarily and involuntarily, and you are watching it in real time. What are you doing for your cause Reader?
So, it gets juicy here. Fred had some pigs show up his door trying to hand him a domestic violence intervention order taken out by Kimberley, the older brother. In response to Fred’s email below, his email in which every word is true. Kimberley will wake up eventually, they’ll actually become brothers for the first time.
Told you reader only happy stories in this thing, you just had to get through the challenge first, it’ll still be challenging but the beautiful stuff comes into play now.
Fred was pretty specific about saying no to these people, there is no need to read this thing, the only words they needed to say is here a violence order taken out by Kimberley. From there the rest is up to Fred should he choose not to take the option of having it read to him, he breaks it without reading it ignorance is not an excuse, it is Fred’s responsibility to read it, he has not, he is still 100% responsible, Fred maintains this, do you? Arrest him? Well, tell him, he’ll say something like ‘let me have a cigarette, make sure the fire has enough wood on it for Doug and brush my teeth first?’ They say yes, great, easy peasy, really what is the rush? Your jobs are mostly pretty boring, spend some time with your person instead of forcing yourself on your victim if they’re not trying to run away.
Back to the most beautiful stuff, Fred fixing his family. So the email to the family is below, we start here and with the violence order and we see what happens.
G’day,
I wanted to write a poem, which I started to, it was good but I need to make it more clear. I also didn’t want to write this, have an email scheduled for a few weeks time, it says all, however after Tierney’s ignorant email the other day I have decide to make this very clear, no room for misinterpretation.
Firstly, Kimberley, you can stop reading, you are no brother of mine. You are the weakest of weak men. How dare you tell me you have done everything for your boys when you have done nothing for anybody ever, how dare you say this when I have showed you what doing everything means. All you have given them is sport, killing shit and materialism. This is what everything is to you, it is nothing, your life is a waste and you have set your boys lives to be a waste too. You’re an absolute deadbeat Dad mate, the deadest there has ever been, also the deadest of deadbeat brothers.
The kind of deadbeat brother and dad that prefers his brother to be homeless, to be dead, instead of standing up to the abuse that continues. The kind of deadbeat that would tell the non-deadbeat brother he was never there when you denied your boys the opportunity to grow up with their family, only the most pathetic and deadbeat of Dads do this, you did it through selfishness. When was the last family Christmas you attended? Pathetic man. The kind of deadbeat that will travel the world to kill shit to put on your walls, prioritise it over fixing your house, prioritise it over your brother’s life.
Make sure you know mate I am ripping your life apart in my videos, bringing absolute attention to the piece of weak coward shit you are. It is public for everybody to hear and read in time. When I am gone mate be sure this will get significant attention, it will be known that it was more important to you that your nieces, and your boys, be abused than saving the life of your brother.
You know the one? The brother? Then same one that stayed with your boys while your heart was being operated on, made sure they had a great time without stress of outcomes, made sure they felt safe. This is the kind of brother worthy of being called brother, you, you pathetic piece of shit add no value to this world. Mate, life and death situation between you and a stranger, I choose the stranger, I choose the stranger that has a needle hanging out of their arm. I choose this stranger to remove the needles in the arms of everybody you know, you are the needle, disgusting man. Yeah mate, I have no interest in a future relationship with you.
Melanie, well you are an abuser, absolute abuser. You have chosen the weakest of weak partners who you know and knew beyond doubt is desperate for acceptance. You don’t accept her, you abuse her and your children to act exactly how you want. You are the kind of pathetic piece of shit that will say all the same things I am in private about our father and brother and will run away from it when it becomes real. Instead of telling the truth you would prefer to let your brother be isolated, alone, you prefer that he dies. This is the type of person you are, the same as our mother’s pathetic sister.
To our mother’s pathetic sister, I have said what I have to you and for the second time you are allowing abuse without saying a word, coward. If you’re quick, really quick you may be able to make some of the lies you said to my mother into truth. $15,000 in my bank account ASAP may just save my life, it may not, it is more important I get the attention of my little brother. The attention in which he watches, you all watch, my videos, the attention which stops the abuse. Do you have any money left after the disgusting shit you have done to your face? There are many things I know about you Brigitte, particularly from this, we all do, only the ugliest of ugly people on the inside change their face to prevent themselves from seeing themselves in the mirror.
To get this attention I plan on removing my own breath, my life, domestic violence and violence, the violence continuing in this family I know beyond any doubt. In case you all have forgotten this has been my life for years and years and years. My domestic violence work in aboriginal communities is not where it started, I have been working and living this discipline for a decade. I have been living safety while you have all focused on the opposite, destroying the world to fill your pockets. Giving up yourself to fill your pockets. What a hell of an existence.
Tierney, fucking hell mate, just fucking hell. Who in their right mind would continue anything our father did, anything at all, especially his disciplinary methods? You do them identical to Fred, absolutely identical, how do you even remember them? How you think this is okay? How anybody around you won’t say anything while they all say it in the background is beyond me? How they all tell you that you are a good father when you are torturing your girls is beyond me.
Your daughter has told me directly that she does not think that you like her, does not think that you love her, that she is afraid of you. Yes, she may say different things to you, she does this because she is afraid of you mate, your daughter lives in fear in her own household. Fear of her father. Melanie, not Kimberley (God I hope you’ve done your bushpig noise, made a fuss to destroy everybody else’s day and fucked off to the shed, weak man), how the hell can you allow this shit to continue without saying a word to Tierney when you say it to everyone else. You and Brigitte, one and the same, weak women.
I have thought about contacting authorities to have attention brought to this, I have not done so because I do not want them removed, this will confuse them more. Confuse them more and they will find themselves in another home where they will also be abused. Every single home in this country domestic violence is occuring, you all are the projecting. I know right now they have a roof over their head, good food, access to education and you are only there half the time, it’s better than other environments. Could be much better if you were not abusing and torturing your children.
Mary-Rose, and Cynthia as I know you are intercepting your mother’s email, this weak woman, this weak woman who hates, despises, envies and is full of jealousy to the other aunty mentioned here. Mary-Rose who could not keep herself out of the shit that is going on no matter how many times I told her not to be involved. Just had to keep sticking her ignorant hateful nose in. It was okay when it was how you wanted it to be hey Mary-Rose, when I kept asking for nothing but then I decided I will give you something real to do, something hard, and guess what you ran away as I knew you would. Definitely a devout christian, you know something about the church you participate in mate? There is no God in it, none at all, you are and have been your whole life worshipping Satan.
There is no control in God bud, when we are created in God’s image as you and your religion say all the evidence is available to you as to what this means. Walk outside Mary-Rose, stand there and look at the world. This phenomenally perfect beautiful balanced world. One thing you know for sure, nothing that is restricted or controlled could create this, not possible, it is pure freedom of expression/creation. So, buddy, if we are created in God’s image then God does not want to control us, it wants us to express, be who we are. Your religion is all about control, nothing else, control is Satan, only Satan controls. There is no God in the church, only Satan, lucky for you Mary-Rose there is no hell, well not the church type, hell is the ignorance that you live, you all live, in fact the original meaning of the word sin in Jesus time was to miss the mark, this is the definition of ignorance. This ignorance is what you worship, Satan is your God bud.
Heaven it doesn’t exist either, but it does. My life is heaven, right here on earth, every moment of my life is the most beautiful of beautiful things, there is nothing like it, there are no words to express how beautiful and free I am. It is the reason I can say all this not knowing the outcome, the reason I can give my own life to stand up for what is right, to bring attention to abuses that need attention.
There is no point making a fuss now, I’m nowhere that you or anybody will find me, I do not check emails anymore and my phone cannot be called. I’ll be gone or I won’t be, you will never know until you do.
Should it be the case my body is located none of you are invited to my funeral, I do not want one, in fact my preference is that it is burnt and chucked in the closest trash bin. There is a scheduled email that outlines my terms of anything left in my name, primarily the 200k plus in super I am not allowed to access even though I cannot feed myself anymore, cannot access unless I am dependant on the government, this is all to go to the mate in the next email.
This is all you have to do, have had to do for me, watch my videos and read my shit. It is my life or this, provided it is not too late. Either way, dead or alive, my only request is that you watch my videos and read my shit. Brigitte, bank and donation details or on the website.
Thegroundskeeper52.com
Youtube – The Stoner Cook
Watch them and then decide if I am angry and lost like you all want me to be, need me to be. Need me to be this way in order to justify the continued abusing in your families, the abusing you are doing.
Goodbye.